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Dec. 15th, 2006 | 01:15 pm
location: by the phone waiting for his call
mood: pulling my hair out pulling my hair out
music: panic! at the disco- lying is the most fun...

i'm friggin messed up. i've been having dreams of you and other girls having passionate and unprotected sex. i used to not be insecure with my boy's exes. but now i am. dunno why. were together all the time naman. huh.

chem and i were uber bored during accounting awhile ago we took school whore pics of ourselves. =P hay...isay pakopya naman sa long quiz next week. anyway, me and cliff were seriously debating about a "supposedly" fake 10 peso coin. haha. kulit.

pills are bad. love is good.

Oct. 8th, 2006 | 08:18 am
location: in my sunny happy room!
mood: hospital blues hospital blues
music: a favor house atlantic- coheed and cambria

Hello. Yes I am alive. I haven’t updated for quite some time now and a lot has happened since then. Like for example my mom and Aaron’s mom fighting over the phone, Me meeting Aaron’s family, Cho-Ieva breakup, Miko-Bianca breakup, Aaron’s tito passing away, the barkada having a big tiff, newbie freshman girls in the barkada, Pao’s 360 accident in Tagaytay, Kal-el and I FINALLY becoming friends, etc. but through all this 4 things have happened that would seem like BIG news. I will give them in chronological order:

1.) Aaron and I are engaged. Yes, with a ring and everything. Although our parents don’t know…yet. Were waiting to tell them till we celebrate our first anniversary next year. And I am not pregnant or anything okay?!

2.) I am no longer a virgin. ‘nuff said. =P

3.) I just came back from the hospital due to drug overdose. Yizz, I had a suicidal attempt. Stupid I know. I just flipped… I guess.

4.) Denise is mega mad at me. Because of number three.

Haay. I feel so bad. The new candy colored iPod nanos are out and I have nothing but the first gen black iPod nano. Nyeh…doesn’t matter because all I need is the music. Speaking of music, I made Aaron watch Almost Famous. He fell in love with Pennylane. Aww…(who didn’t? right?=P) so there, he’s slowly being exposed to my world. He loved the fact that everything seemed familiar and real. In my opinion, he just entered the world of rock and roll.

Ooohhhh…time to celebrate! Mango has now opened in Town. Yay! I don’t have to travel all the way to Makati anymore.

Oh…yeah. Forgot to make kwento about the retreat. It was fun. It was me, aaron, pao, cliff, cilla, miko, darvs, rey, darryl, gory, chem., the twins (miggy and mari), dodge, ghetto, hani and nico. It was kulit since every now and then we’d be smoking outside, eating, chilling, running around. Some of us even climbed the trees and almost broke it!!! Anyhoo…too bad big boi wasn’t there. Saya siguro nun. Oh, and Denise’s debut! Aaron didn’t get to go…but karlo, enzo, jim, rich, pao, ellen and anne went. It was fun because even though Kal-el was obviously flirting with me…we became good friends. And shet, I just have to say. Milky, Denise’s cousin, just never ceases to amaze me with her beauty. *bow*

So finals are up…after that its sun, sand, beer, cigs and whole lot of chi-chi! Just kidding bout the chi-chi part, but everything else plus Halloween will be something to look forward to. =P

Okay so the wedding is set April 8, 2012. If you want an invite just text me or call me through this number: 09226140523

Haha. Pero seriously.

you tell me this now?

Jul. 8th, 2006 | 07:46 pm
location: in aaron's arms...=)
mood: loved loved
music: idlip- imago

its been really surreal this past few days. last week me and my friends went to tagaytay to chillout. then this week came with a whirlwind of tragedy and bliss. denise's grandfather died last wednesday and i felt sick to my stomach. she knew it was his time, she just couldnt face reality. it hurts...i know. i liked her 'lolo'. he always made me feel comfortable when i was at their place. i couldnt make the wake...i'll try to make it to the burial though. then aaron and i became a couple just this afternoon. =) my long time crush...wehehehe. then last night i was talking to kal-el fron 10pm to 2am. it was twisted. of all the time for him to tell me he still wanted me...it came too late.

anyway...aaron and i are a couple now...feels so fast but im happy. =P i gotta figure out when to tell my 'rents...im bringing him to my sister's birthday bash on friday. wehehehe.

anyway...i aced my quiz in principles in management subject. wahaha. thanks gori. =P

oh yeah. the tagaytay thing. it was fun. the boys went fast and furious on the road. shifting lanes, giving each other the finger and laughing. we arrived at cafe lupe tagaytay and went drinking. thanks to gori, abe, miko, lawrence and cho we all had a good laugh.

gori to gomez while poining at mt. taal:
"pare, mayon o. ay pinatubo pala!"

abe to miko while ordering beer:
"miko, pa-score naman o."

gori to lawrence:
"wag ka nang humirit pa CMS. di ka cool eh."

miko to gory while pointing to taal lake:
"gori, san ka na-capture dyan?"

cho sat down on a pointed object planted on the ground.

haay...panalo. chos.

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Jun. 24th, 2006 | 07:25 pm
location: LJ land...=P
mood: sore sore
music: i write sins, not tragedies by panic! at the disco

almost picked a fight with a freshie yesterday. the stupid girl gave me and cilla the top-to-toe look. i hate that. i swear she got so uncomfortable with our staring she couldnt even eat her lunch.

school has been good so far. my friends and i cut class to see the fast and the furious: tokyo drift. drifting is so amazing. i wanna learn how to drift. my guy friends are car enthusiasts who race so after the movie they got into racing back to school. hehe. clifford drives around alabang as if there were no humps. since the movie, cilla and i had been singing the theme song. its by the teriyaki boys and its cute. the chorus is sung by this small-voiced japanese girl and it goes something like this:

if youve been to tokyo
then you know just how we go
fast and furious!

teehee...tapos pronounciation pa niya sa furious is foo-ri-yos. *ang cute*

my tooth has been aching all day. ive been taking pain relievers and antibiotics already but the pain doesnt subside quickly. my face have been tear staind all day. i cant wait till monday. im finally getting that fucking root canal operation to stop this awful fucked up pain.

i crush chino lui-pio. not champ. yung younger brother niya sa 'kahit pa' video.

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Jun. 8th, 2006 | 03:51 pm
location: sunnyville (aka my room)
mood: whut? whut?
music: autocollant- candy coated kisses

i turned 18, 8 days ago. at first i wanted an grand beerfest, then i got tired of it. so i cancelled. i really dont give a fuck anyway, so why are peple making such a big deal out of it? its my birthday and i can do whatever the fuck i want to do.i spent it with my family, my bestfriend denise, sib and bev. (my two soon-to-be-in-laws...just playin!;P)

i wanted a friggin iPod...so i got one. at first my dad wanted to get me a phone and an iPod since some fucked up asshole decided to steal my precious phone. so we were inquiring about various plans at the Sun Shop when he goes:

dad:what if i get you that phone with the built in mp3 player instead?
dad: well?
me: the N-ninetysomething?
dad: the nokia phone? yep.
me:...(frowning) i really want an iPod.
dad: fine.

so we bought it na.

i saw the omen yesterday with denise, alex, enzo and marc. 'twas okay. i found the original one scarier.

i finally moved into my new room, and so did my older sister trina. tricia hasnt moved in yet though. my room looks so sunny with the matte yellow paint then across the hall would be trina's room with lavender walls and a what she calls "french spring in manila" theme. wehehehe. si tricia parang cotton candy yung kwarto...whut?

been around the islands....

May. 11th, 2006 | 11:52 pm
mood: slept all day slept all day
music: lipsmacker kiss by all girl summer fun band

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went on a much needed vacation. family reunion at cebu, relaxing in panglao beach at bohol, island hopping in estancia, partying hard in ilo-ilo and tanning and partying even harder at bora. the cd list above the text was my summer soundtrack. =P

*btw some asshole stole my phone. whoever you are, please die of something embarrasing and painful. sonuvabitch.

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Jan. 31st, 2006 | 12:31 am
mood: bored bored
music: maps- yeah yeah yeahs

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Jan. 18th, 2006 | 11:47 pm
mood: depressed depressed
music: stuck in a moment you cant get out of - U2

last tuesday i recieved the "best" news of my life...

my ex...apparently the one i'm still emotionally attached to, will become a daddy soon. in 7 months.
yes. and its not even sasquatch girl aka his current girlfriend kay (refer to most recent entry before this..). its another girl.
im not gonna be little miss drama queen and make it all about me, its his problem. not mine. but i feel so affected. i felt my small chance of hope flutter out the window. i actually feel sorry for him. no one in his family is talking to him except his sister(also known as my bestfriend). but suprisingly, i feel really sorry for sasquatch girl. she's not only a rebound for him, he also cheated on her.

well, on the brighter side, my bestfriend is now expecting her first niece.

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Jan. 9th, 2006 | 12:09 pm
mood: accomplished accomplished
music: cant stop- moonstar88

i would like to congratulate myself on doing a job well done. i have won in the oldest game in the book. Who Has A Better Life After A Break Up....


my winning entry...(drumroll please!!!!)



my ex's ugly girlfriend!!! (wow..that made me feel a whole lot better!!)


Dec. 26th, 2005 | 11:10 pm
mood: indescribable indescribable
music: the suffering- coheed and cambria

We broke up. 3 months and 15 days ago. Exactly, and nothing was the same after that. Nothing ever is. I broke it off, I know. It was my decision, my call. I was the one who called in to quit. And now, I am devastated. I had no idea what came over me. Was it the fact that I was scared of commitment? That I was keeping my options open? Did I want to test the waters? What? If I could take it all back I would, but I cant anymore. I am now regretting it.



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